One of the most awful moments occurred yesterday. I was sobbing and felt my heart, break into tiny pieces of shattered glass, glue stains tore and broke. 
He said the words I’d only think about in nightmares. He couldn’t, wouldn’t, and shouldn’t be with me at this time. 
We need a break, a space, a time, to grow and develop individually, for a while so that when we rejoin, both are stronger than before. But this break, space it provides then,a vacuum  of space, for all dark things to take place. 
The sad thoughts, the bad thoughts, the ones that make you to cry thoughts. The nostalgic ones, the pretty ones, the funny ones. They all congregate within this space making it so much harder to move on, to detach myself and so I find myself at this moment alone but okay. Okay with being alone, for at the moment I still have hope, that you and I can conquer love. 

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